waitingfortomorrow1

You whisper quietly to me, "Let's just decide to forget," I follow you down rabbit holes As colors fly, I fall into the net Of everything I'm feeling, Reeling, waiting for the sun to collide with Venus Aphrodite's not like me I know I can't live with this This crowded apartment's not big enough For you and I to still feel something Weak inside, quit acting tough Afraid to fly, just don't look up The sky cannot explain to me How life can be fair before we die Life does not last long to me, So again I lay down by you to get high Follow me down (Follow me down) Falling up Crawling up Out of here Follow me down (Follow me)

Where will this take me? Why did I do this? In five years will it even matter? I thought it was right But maybe you were right and I was wrong. I don't hate you. Why don't I like you? Why is it that all I can see is the face of the person I once adored? I know I did the right thing. I didn't do the right thing. So is this the right choice, Or is this the biggest mistake of my life? Insensitive, high and mighty, Loving, happy, What are you? What have I done? This should've been my disassociation, But this is turning into the emptiest I've ever felt. Everything reminds me of you. I'd like to think that it's not too late. I h

Fall through the heavens And blast the skies to pieces Let the fire of stars fall upon the earth And leave nothing behind Such dreams I have Dreams of some salvation Lying in the ash, The light of the dying moon casts waves of hope abandoned And angrily thrown to the void Cries of the departed seem to reverberate throughout me Oh, I would give my love and life to have them cease They should already know That there is nothing to love here So lie here with me And we will stare upon the suffering bodies of what we called our universe So cry with me If indeed you exist Or join those who have departed And take me with you Please

maybe one day you will wake and you will see that you are not forsaken i still look back upon those days with all the hate that i can hold and think of how i was so young and foolish life is cruel life is hard life is still worth living maybe one day youll look back and think that maybe there couldve been another day another way another time and place did you know we loved you did you know we cared as hard as it was with your brand new lifestyle and you left us to wonder why and you left us to wonder what did we do there was still light there was still joy there was still forgiveness and you threw it all away you lived

Trees sway softly, bending in the gentle breeze. The leaves look like fire, reaching for the stars. Although this seems to be a gentle day, the sky is as gray as liquid iron, and the only speck of green left is slowly fading, dying, drooping, in the foggy air. There is one human left, standing at the edge of the small blade of grass, whispering, watching, waiting. The inferno wil arise in any moment, and the scene will be gone, and nothing will be left. Nothing... but hope.

I'm sitting in this nearly empty library. I am very bored.

Perhaps there could be a beacon in the land where no more flowers grow. Shattered faces glow, creating a phosphorescence that startles cowards of men who briefly fly from their nightmares. Twisting, hissing light emerges from some of the many rifts in the earth formed by those who thought to know all. But this beacon glows faintly amidst a field of rubble, telling tales of hope. Out from the window, her disjointed scream ruptures evil smiles of broken teeth. She lies suspended in the dense air, fear heavy around her. One hand clutches an orb of nails which draws no blood from the hand. Right hand strives to feel while left covers one e